I know that I have told you that I am happy being single right now, and I am. Lets make that clear.
Today is the day that it ended four weeks ago, I still miss him.
In love I have learned to be selfish, and choosing someone that is going to make me happy. Of course he should feel the same way, and I know he does. Love is about making each other happy. This guy is handsome, makes me laugh and smile, he is very polite and concerned about other people. He plays soccer – pre professionally, he is an active person, and his friend’s and family means a lot to him. He is calm and it is a warm feeling I get, while laying in his arms. He is everything I ever wanted, I have never felt the way I do, like when he looks me in the eyes, kisses me, touches me, or tells me something that is important to him.
We just haven’t got the time; we can’t be in a relationship and only see each other every other week, and if we want to be together then we need to have the time to see each other more. We still talk and see each other now and then. We are good friends.
If it is meant to be, then maybe it will be. Someday.
I know for sure that he would make me happier than anyone else could make me.
Just not right now.